Rainy Sundays are win…
I”m reading about Kabbalah, watching an NFL game, and cuddling with my doggies. Its raining outside and the weather is finally starting to cool off. I want to finish the laundry and work on getting the office set up by tonight. Later its HBO Original Programing and hopefully a restful night of sleep…
Other things I would like to do today…
- Mop floors
- Meditate
- Clean out filing cabinets
- Try on work outfits
- Watch website building tutorials
- Organize guest bedroom
- Go over October bills…
… There’s always Monday. =)
Rough…
A good word for this week so far…
Things aren’t as stable as they once seemed. Though, I do not have anyone to blame except myself. I wouldn’t dare try even if I did have another to pawn this off on.
I have been careless, without even noticing… Just going along my merry little way and thinking about myself. The road to hell is paved with good intentions.. as it were.
One of my lovely little flaws (ok maybe not little) is that I tend to be…
Forgetful.
Negligent.
Oblivious.
Nonchalant.
Indolent.
Irresponsible.
Unconcerned.
Inattentive.
None of which, I do purposefully, but nonetheless, I DO.
Most of the time I only stifle myself with the consequences. However, sometimes, my carelessness affects those that love me… and for that I cannot lay the blame anywhere but on myself.
Hopefully, today will be one of those days where I don’t cry as much as I think I will. That I’m over-reacting (or he is…) That everything will be fine… but sometimes the ripples in the pond shift things out of place.
I need to make things better, and I’m going to try very hard to do so. I just don’t know if it will be enough.
Currently Reading: A beautifully illustrated childrens book from 1962 about the Greek Gods
Wherever we may come alive, that is the area in which we are spiritual.EDIT: I do not know whether to think it right or wrong, that at this point in time in my life all I can think about when I read this is SNOWBOARDING
-Davied Steindel-Rast
Allo!..
I hope that this tumblog will serve as a way for me to write & reflect on what the hell it is I am trying to do right now… That is, find my spiritual pathway.
A little about me now..
- I’m 26
- I live in Marietta, outside of North Atlanta, Georgia
- I have been in a committed relationship for almost 7 years now and am a happy girl <3
- I have a job with a small real estate firm in the A
- I grew up in a small town in the mountains of East Tennessee.
- I had a fierce imagination as a little girl (and I want it back damnit).
- I had a blissful childhood and spent most of my days outside on my bike with my best friends (both real and imaginary..)
- I grew up in the Methodist Church but skipped around within the Baptist Church and Church of God Mtn. Assembly that my friends attended.
- During HS and after College I became more and more disenchanted with the Bible and it’s teachings. I began to read about and see the effects that organized religion had on the world and realized that while my Christian ‘Lite’ upbringing made me into the person I am (and I will be eternally grateful for), it was no longer what I believed.
- So here I am, grown up with a wonderfully stable life, surrounded by people that love me… and I have begun to feel the empty place in my heart that was once filled with the constant of my beliefs. I that now is the time to find what it is I have been missing.
… Books are my friend. The internet is a deep well.
Wish me luck!
<3 s.
As a single footstep will not make a path on the earth, so a single thought will not make a pathway in the mind.
